ian stewart

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 17:38:08 GMT

that was a cool night......and that is all i have to say about that.

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 13:43:41 GMT

anywho. so hear i sit at about 406 in the morning and i am still drunk from the drive home. i am eating raisin bran and am shooing off the dog and the cats that i of coarse hate. at the conclussion of the night i had one chick say she was going to call me back and another that i am interested in that probably thinks that i am a crazy dude or somthing that i gave my number to but i wont be hearing from her any time soon i am sure. and so i make the drive back to my house. they same drive that i have made so many times before, but this time there is no one waiting for me. just another good thing that i managed to run off in my life. it is geting quite rediculus and lonly ......so alone. anyway ...no that is it im going now. so to you all with a good thing in your life take it from somone who has everything that he has ever wanted but pissed it all away and wnat nothing more than to spend a little time with sombody , dont let go of what you have, becouse you'll kick you own ass in the morning when you find out you have to make that drive home in the morning 406. make it a good day.

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 13:37:18 GMT

woh havnt ben here in a while

your everythig i fucking hate

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 09:28:34 GMT

so how the fck is everyone doing. its about tow am or so i am feeling a little alone here. im drinking alone wich is nothing new but this time i am drinking becouse of new developments that shouldnt bother me but they do. aperantly katie is seeing barlow now. how funny is that. there is an irony that i wnt get into now but it is funny andy way. but a friend tld me once that nothing hurts worse than seeing the other person with somone else. and being the person that i am i was like yah whatever i can handle anything i have no emotion or hatever, and yet when katie tells me that she cant even sit next to me becouse she is seeing sombody i was a little anoyed, when i heard it was barlow i was a little upset. so i left and it developed into an anger that i havent felt in some time if not ever. nothing agenst either of them but for some reason i was mad. it was weird so now i am drinking to try and forget about it but i dont think i have enough in the fridge to make this go away. oh well, i am and will be more than they will ever dream of being. barlow is still and will always be a good friend and katie can die for all i care that fucking bithc but whatever so im board give me a ca;;.

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 23:15:48 GMT

thats too funny dude the day before i played at freddies and won the thing. you were there on my day off, you should have called. anyway the single life is starting to set in and i realize how used to things i was, and how much shit i just dealt with that i fucking hated and didnt even know it. but i went shoping today just for noraml grocery shit and it was very weird.l i felt uncomfortable. but what the hell do i care i have a diferent girl for every damn night of the week now so im just going to get it together get back to business and take advantage of my good fortune. gimmi a call if anyone wants to do anything i am wide the fuck open.

let freedom ring

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 10:13:02 GMT

so im sure the world has heard by now but i am officialy on the market. katie is moving out what looks like next week so i will be all alone for the first time. i am lookng forward to the freedom. i am also looking forward to finding out who i really am. and its nuts becouse as soon as word got out that i was single every damn woman that i know single or not asked me out. for the next god dam week and a half i am going to be one busy motherfucker. rock on.

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 06:45:27 GMT

posted that in the wrong damn place again!

fooking steve post somthing

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 06:44:39 GMT

last week at the castle! this sunday will be my last day working for the sinking ship the castle. and i will actually get a couple of days off a week can you beleve it. so on my business plan i dont think i am going to get a reliable number to work with as far as what i am going to be able to get financed so what i have decided to do is to kinda put it into formulas to express profit potentials like instead of saying $150,000 i will say 1. and then the persentages will be part of that whole, so basicly all you have to do is where there is a 1 you plug in the actual number and multiply it buy the percentage numbers to get all the profit senarios and shit. what do you think?

LOL i liked the hitler question. it made me tingle

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 06:14:11 GMT

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cheezy

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 06:33:24 GMT

im coming up on friday, i want to get drunk as shit be hung over in themorning and go to clover patch in the moring for the grilled cheese

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 09:20:36 GMT

that last entry is suposed to go into another journal...but whatever.

damn it

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 09:16:02 GMT

God damn it. i have a new delema in my brain. the delema is this. should i go to work for a real estate firm or not. i have no reason not to take the exam becouse it would not only give me a little feeling of acomplishment but it would also look good to potential investors. HOWEVER i simply can not justify spending the time and money requried to work for a firm like century 21. if i were to work for a real estate firm it would probably be just a little one that doesnt charge you to work for them! it will simply be a learning experience and anything i want to know can be learned as easy by asking someone or hiring it out. as far as a couple pros and cons here are a few:
working = income: while i am fixing a perticular property i will need income and i dont want to be dealing at the time. in fact i dont want to do anything other than working on the house. so for cash it would be easy to live off a personal loan or credit line,and would almost be more cost efficent becouse i could turn out a house quiker.
working for a firm equals knowlage: as i stated earlier anythig i need to know i can ask. or hire out.
yah i just dont know if the money and more importantly the time is worth doing it. at this point i dont think it is. it was until i realized what it would cost. now i dont think it is.

everybody's surfing now

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 07:55:48 GMT

so did we figure out when the hell we were going surfing? i would like to make it the first of the month but i have to knowexactly. at the end of the month i am going to not be working for the castle any more. without going into it i will simply say it is time for me to move on. i will be working at fredies full time in september. this seven day a week schedule is wearing me out a little but i like it. i am constantly making money. i am just looking forward to when my money is working seven days a week and is working for me. i will call them my solders. but yah i would prefer to take the first week of september off but let me know the scoop de doop.

give it....i want it

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 08:12:32 GMT

so i am reading a biography about hitler. its about nine million pages and i started it a long time ago, and i just read a little here and there. i just got to a part where he is in a shouting match with the leader of austria. he is basicly telling him to sighn over his country.....he's like, give it over. so of coarse he just takes it over anyway. but the thing that i got out of it was how it described when he was talking to him. when hitler was getting yelled at he basicly just yelled louder and got more agresive and just kept aplying relentless pressure and didnt back down until he had the upper hand and his opponant crumbled. he was able to take over an entire country in the coarse of a conversation just becouse he not only stood his ground but he took a ridiculous idea and beleved so hard and aplied so much pressure that it happend for him. that is motivating.

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 06:18:58 GMT

that last post was suposed to go in the "other" journal, but oh well

what do you think?

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 06:17:48 GMT

so i am wondering how i should go about buying the first property. one idea that i had was to go to the bank and ask for a small business loan for the down payment and then get a seperate loan for the house itself. this of coarse would require that i have an extensive business plan that shows how i am going to make money and that it is in fact a business and yada yada. i like this idea and will consider it. another idea i have is to basicly try to raise the cash for the down payment threw family and assosiates by offering them a share in the profits, and basicly selling them on my idea, and begging and pleading. and then the last one i have at this point is going in and seeing about geting a "no money down" loan from one of the many new banks looking to lend some cash to a riskyer investment. i know ill have adiquit creadit, its the cash and downpayment part that wories me. i think i will sit down with a loan officer and see what they recomend.

the big 16 incher

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 07:08:43 GMT

i messured my bicep today, it weighed in at 16 inches. not bad. to put into perspective that is what rickys were in high school. mine by the way were about 14.5. just if i could make my cock bigger.....lol.....just if my cock was as big as my urity...rof

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 00:16:33 GMT

so used some old hair removal foam today on my chest. it burned a little but it doesnt itchlike shaving does. and i like the way it looks. i have never shaved my chest before. i think i will try some new product next time i do it just to see if it doesnt burn as much. but over all i recomend trying it.

seek and destroy

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 06:44:13 GMT

Dudes ebert and roper gave metallicas documentry two thumbs up. they said it was oscar worthy filmakeing. they said there was a lot of the music (as if it were a bad thing) but the story behind it was deep. i thought that was pretty cool.

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 07:08:46 GMT

god damn it i have been fucking depresed lately. its really begining to get in the way. i go to work drink myself shity until midnight, go home sleep for about four hours get up and do it all again. last night katie and i got into a big fight and she got all upset and i ended up cutting up my arms like did back in the day and it was all a big mess. sonofabitch. i need to go surfing or somthing, just get the hell out of dodge for a while. who wants to go surfing.

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 06:55:18 GMT

havnt been working out verry good lately, just kinda dancing around in the gym maintaining, but today i started to hit it hard again. i went to gnc and picked up some new drugs and wnt a worked out. and i am going to go back tonight for another workout. fun fun.

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 07:41:05 GMT

i saw "the terminal" today. i scored some tickes from a friend at the gym, some pre showing whathaveyou. one of the best movies i've seen in a long time. i highly recomend it.

zzzzzzzzzz..........

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 05:43:43 GMT

god samn it im bord as shit. and i still have abother stupid day of weekend left. i want to go back to work so i can get molested by the female dealers some more. that and i want to make some dough. then get off work and drink and buy the ladies a drink then have them take me outside and take advantage. see now doesnt that sound like a lot more fun than sitting around being anoyed by boerdom.

vroom

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 19:15:00 GMT

god damn it! i swear when i am work i smoke like a damn chimney! and its killing me! ill have to kick the habit. anyway i just had a thought that i wanted to talk about. it is the relation of the type of women one likes compared to the type of car one likes. ask your self this: what is my favorite car? what about it do i like? then ask yourself what type of woman do you like? what about her makes her desireable to you? when you put the two together i think you will find similarities in your tasts. i of course tested this theory on my self as soon as i thought of it, the conclution: i dont have one favorite car. there are perticular things that i like about certain cars. i like a lot of different cars. will this reflect in my life?......i think so. will it cause a problem in the future......i am afraid so. but this is just who i am so if it shall bring conflict, bring it on.

aces up

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 08:17:11 GMT

what is up with the damn world series of poker man! it has been won yet again by some internet qualifier dork that we will never see ever again. and the funny thing is, is that this is like the only tournamant that everyone wants to win a sattelite to get into wich to me makes this like a really deluded tournament and i am no longer exited to watch this thing. theses idiots are getting in by the skin of there teeth then lucking out and winning. only on the other tour events will you see a reletivly consistant showing of players at the final table. players that can do it day after day and that are truly good players and not just one hit wonders. i love the fact that this game is becoming popular becouse it realy can bring out the best players there is but i just cant stand this resent brash of internet dorks taking down what is suposed to be the most prestigious event in this game. i truly hope one of these guys makes me eat my words and shows up at a final table in another event. if i could be proven wrong i will be a happy camper.